I don’t like my life right now. I don’t like not having a set schedule. I don’t like working three jobs. I don’t like that I haven’t had sex with my husband in 3 weeks. I don’t like living with his parents. I want my own house far far away from here. I want a Monday-Friday 9-5 job. I want time to have friends and I especially want time for myself.
(via grates-my-bacon)
Nothing is going right and everything sucks, but I guess it has to be okay.
Yeah. This totally sucks.
Exactly 1 year later, my dad and brother have finally decided to end their fighting. Thank you god, maybe this year we can actually have a normal holiday.
Pancakes.
This morning I attempted to make gluten, egg, and dairy free pancakes. Caleb has been talking about this non stop for the past 2 weeks so I wanted to do something special for him. I wake up early and got to it.
1 hour later I am covered in flour and frustrated that the pancakes are doughy and the bacon burnt. Caleb wakes up late, isn’t hungry and goes off to work. But I guess this is good since everything turned out shitty.
Thanks babe for the vintage child size sweater that was supposed to fit crop, but I’m child size so it fit normal. I love it almost as much as I love you. (at my fave princess)
I get really frustrated when other people aren’t on a schedule and it really stresses me out. like dammit how do you not know what the plan is for your entire week? I just don’t understand. I am trying to plan my week so if you don’t plan your week, then I’ll plan it for you.
wakey wakey eggs and bakey
but I’m a vegan
wakey wakey vegetables and sadness
(via stuckinthisrut)
On the verge of a breakdown. I can’t even think straight. I overplanned myself completely. So stressed.
Hate who I’ve become.